Thursday, January 30, 2014
So, it has been days and days of reading others FB posts about receiving their golden tickets. At first, I was soooo excited! Yay, somebody got their ticket! I realize now that I was happy for myself, imagining that I would be next! As more and more time passes, and others keep receiving their golden tickets, (albeit 36 out of 150 is not many), I am feeling more and more horrible! I thought I was going to be out of here last week! I quit my job (as did many, many others), because I thought I would be gone, in sunny UAE by now! I'm really trying not to whine but I am beginning to doubt this will ever happen! And that's not a good sign! Sigh... I know this is real, however, a little communication from the powers that be, even "no ticket yet", would be better than this vortex I'm currently in!
And, to top it off, I'm tired of the book I am reading! I am on the 5th book in the series and the main character has not developed into her personality at all. And she needs too! It's amazing how I feel stuck and even the book I'm reading is stuck! Ughhh!
Looking forward to a year from now when I can look back at this and laugh. Haha...ha...h...not yet!